hey people.....damn its been forever since i have written in here......well here goes......I GOTTA JOB...yes i started last friday.....and i havent had a break since.....my 1st day off is monday and they gave me tuesday off as well.....so thats sweet....but its not that bad.....im getting along with everything.......lol....josh and casey and weston were like my 1st friends cause i worked with them 1st...so it was cool......but its only been like 5-6 days and i already got some kinda drama.....shits crazy.....i mean seriously, if your friends are all telling u one thing......yet u thinking the other.....i would go with friends cause.....they know best....but then again some people are just really hard headed....but whatever......i wont say i told ya so.....ill just give u my shoulder to cry on....and then leter when ur over it....ill tell ya "told ya so".....but anyways....not like this certian somebody is ven gonna read this.....cause yeah he dont have xanga he got my space....but anywho... yeah....boy drama......i cant seem to get away from it!!! ..... but anyways.....we have fin at work....its seriously just kick back.....i love it......bt what sucks most is i know the ending to almost all the films so....i dont plan on going to see those movies.....lol....but yeah i think the oens i dont know are....constintine*sp?*.....the ring 2.....beauty shop.....and i think theres a few others im not sure.......but i have seen the ends to guess who, miss conginiality 2 *sp?* diary of a mad blck lady, robots.....and the upside to anger.....i think thats all im not sure....but anywho..yeah....i have a nickname already.....before i was the new girl......then today VK deciede to name me "arm rest" because on my 2nd day an arm rest hit my arm and it left a bruse.... and he kept hitting it....so yeah.....uhhh.....oh then today me danielle, felica, and linda went to del taco,.....and this was the conversation...****...name not to mention....dont want it to get all out

"you talking to ****"

"NO"

"is he trying to hit on u and be all up on u?"

"no he gotta girl...they on a "break".."

" no they aint, they broken up......drama"

**laughing**

"are u interested?"

"kinda"

"so you 2 are talking?"

"no...just friends"

**phone rings**

~~Felicia looks at phone~~

"oh really......"

~~Looks at Danielle....~~

"guess who that is?"

*danielle*" who?"

**laughing**

"****!"

Danielle.....

"ohhh uh huh....u 2 aint talking...."

**get in car. and im off phone**

" why u gonna lie like that?"

**LAUGHING**

^^^^^^^^^^that shit was funny,......we int he middle if del taco all loud.......lol!!!!

but yeah then we get back to the theater and we just working like usual.....having fun.....hehehe.....other days are pretty cool.......like with josh and casey....they acted gay.....shit was funny.......the worst part that i have experienced so far is the trash run.......shit is all jucie and wet lol.....so we didnt u a trash can, we just threw everything away in the hall trash cans lol....so  me VK, and Phyrun were all done early so we went to the west side and the girls were all chillin and laying down in the seats.....shit is funny!......i love this job,,,,,,,,and i get paid MULA since i worked on easter..."TIME IN A HALF" thats an extra like 12 maybe 13 bucks......not sure....but hey its money...lol.....well yeah n e ways, other then that things are going ok.....i dunno......wish somethings were the same as they were 2-3 months ago... :( well n e ways im done here im tired......and i got to get up to go with a friend somewhere then i  got work......:) well enjoy!

yo........well not to much new......uhhh lets i went out saturday night, Albert asked me if i wanted to go with him to his friends, cause it was her birthday and they were gonna have a few friends over, hehehe yeah well come to find out, she invited his Ex....and she brought her new boyfriend, so we made it seem like we were together and all this shit, i think we had her going, its like she was afraid to look at me.....i guess her and her boyfriend goes to Fullerton J.C i dunno, i dont care....but yeah i had a college girl scared of me hehe, everytime she looked at me she and i looked up she woild look away, and then when she went to talk to him to see if it was him, she like looked at me and slowly walked up and like made it look like it was a mission, OMG it was funny, she had a loss of words when she saw him, n e ways it was awsome, well yeah then we went walking around just talking about stuff and i gotta call from dennis,,,,,,it was awsome, even though it wasnt much of a conversation.....its nice to talk to him....yah well then later that night NINA imed me,...well texted me....so yeah delt with all that shit, i didnt read them cause i knew exactly what she was saying....but yah.....heheh soog stuff and then today i did nothing, i talked to robert who i havent talked to since me and dennis gotback together.....so it was great hearing he was ok after his accident.....then yeah oh we visited my grandma.....gosh she looks soooo miserable.....thats why im not gonna go back...i couldnt stand sitting here watching her complain about pain and....like shes ok, but its pain u know....it sucks.....so yeah i dont wanna go back cause thats not how i wanna remembr my grandma....but anywho.....yeha thats about it.....well heres to everyone!!!

PEACE!

honor band was cool.......i had so much fun today...my ass hurts like crazy, between kalinna and albert my ass is numb!!! well yeah went to the district played there went to honor band rehersal no one was there yet and then we were eating out gay ass sack lunches, crazy nasty stuff.....well then lets see.....yeah then we rehersed, lol albert and mike forgot to bring the cymbals so i didnt have to play during fairest of the fair.....but on the lil "Solo" parts i had to use the suspended cymbal and beat the shit out of it...which was cool until my ass was being smaked cause i was right next to albert...yeah I KICKED HIS ASS!!!....Literally, lol well yeah then we finished and then it was time to go back to the school then i came home and what not well then i was online and albert was in so i  was talking to him about kalinna and matt how there soooo stupid at times....cause at the last honor abdn practice we had a break and me and him both came in late....well everyone thought something was going on, were like uhhh no....cause i had a boyfriend at the time and i hadnt really talked to albert alot, so everyone got over it except those 2.......so i told him that we chould fuck with there heads and so it was a plan, and man did we have the rolling it was funny, they kept talking there shit and were like yeah and gotta problem with it, and they were all in shock, it was awsome....yeha then the honor band prgram was in alphabetical order and we didnt tell matt that so were like hey matt u got 1st chair...and blah blah blah and he believd it.......OMG that shit was awsome!!!!! i think he still believes it.....fun stuff.......well then the there was the concert and albert ditched his friends to sit with me, it was cool, well the middle school plaed a song that we played last year for concert season and me and christy were singing it....it was hilarious albert was like WTF? well cristy was a lil confussed on who was sitting next to me, so i told her the plan and she was laughing and that was like soooo awsome! well i missed a few parts ont he triangle...but i never got them in the 1st place so i dont think he noticed....well then Mike forgot the big bass drum part that he had worked on forever.....it was awsome....then yeah it was all over and then everyone was scattered couldnt find ne  one....so yeah walked and talked then went to eat then got home heather and amber picked me up, we were gonna go to the gym but randy wasnt there so change of plans......then they went to get jack in the box then i came home.....i talked to mike.....he seems real miserable.....yeah its not july n e more its augest....well yeah thats pretty much it......just yeah, i wanna go watch some stuff on t.v and i gotta get off the computer to do that....well take care everybody!

p.s. yes me and dennis are over.....i hate saying that cause i miss him soo much.... :( *tear!*

damn can u believe on the 18th...it has been a year since i almost got taken of the street.......damn i rememebr that day...i cant believe it was that long ago......seems like last month....crazy shit right there..........but yeah...uh not much up latly, im just talking to some people online, no one i know lol........uhhh....what else....oh i went to get job applications on saturday.....i dont wanna work.....lol...but i gotta pay my uncle back for the mirror on my truck...uhh....im sick again!!!!...The rain really really sucks......!!!     and i am so tired of alot of things right now......i dont know what to do....i just wish like was easy, i wish life was easy, i wish love was easy, i wish every damn thing ws eazy.....but yeah.....uhhh i talked to heather today.....she was kinda helping me out with a few of my issues.....she helped alot considering she dont know whats going on with me and dennis, she only knows about 1 thing..thats crazy....no wonder she got accepted to 3 colleges.....but yeah...what else...uhhh....havent been doing to much....ohh.. i went to the movies yesterday.....my sister called and she was with her lil friend and well we saw "hitch" then they found some of there friends and my sisters mom was there, OMG i hate that bitch...well yeah and well the guys wanted to see another movie so we got the tickets then went to eat, i talked to dennis for a while cause these lil 14 year olds were trying to hit on me and shit, i was getting mad, so i was trying to talk to dennis, well he wouldnt have been able to get to the movies unless we picked him up so i was like ok so i guess imma have to put up with this for a while, well they ate and there were these guys that were sitting across from us and like they were all yelling shit at me, cause my sister and her friend went to the bathroom and si i was stuck with these guys so they were like how old are u, im all how old do i lookt here all 15.....im all your way off....im all 18....they didnt believe me so when my sister came back i asked her, and the guys across from us were like " u look hot" i didnt even look at them, well then we left to go and brandon called me and he said he wasnt to far that he would come  so these guys would leave me alone, well he was onnag et there late and we were gonna save him a seat... well there were NO seats, so we went to complain and get money back well instead we got lil vouchers but they were for another day and they were the guys cause they bought the tickets....so brandon was there and wanted to see "hitch" so i stayed again to watch hitch, and i finally got to watch the whole thing cause my sister kept trying to talk to me in the middle of it and her friend was on the phone......so yeah...im watching the movie and brandons trying to cheak out these chicks sitting next to me, i was about to look at them and tell him what he was doing, but i didnt, i wanted to watch the movie...i like that movie...its cute....but yeah, then i got home and was on the phone, took some nyquil then i was gonna call dennis back when my mom went to sleep but when the alarm went off to wake me up to call him, i could barly keep my eyes open long enough to call dennis and tell him that i was jus gonna have to talk to him later in the day....lol...i only got out of bed 2 times......caue i woke up...ate...went back to bed...got out of bed at 5:30ish....and thats it......and now i am here..and bored and trying to find dennis........so ill talk to everyone later...BUH _BYE